Jitterbug

I'm so freaking out right now. Its been 15 months. Thats not too much and yet I'm freaking out. The court its going to be appointed next week. Some battle I have ahead of me. Its almost as if I'm going back in time. I'm a bit scared too. I can't not go now. Its saturday night. I'm supposed to be flying in 10 hours. shit!. Anyway, things are going to be ok. I know that. I'm just getting the last minute jitter. Jitterbug. Jitterbug perfume.....